Expressing my feelings...

I realized that I don't blog that often anymore.. I guess that's because I don't want to pollute my blog with my stupid thoughts..

Everytime I tell myself.. Okay, this is the end of it. I must write a happy post and there I go again, blogging about my nonsense in life!

Well, I guess this piece of unhappy feeling started only this year and I really hope to stop it from generating any longer. I'm sick of it and I want a happy life with many surprises in Life! I have faced so many challenges this year and I have managed to survive up till today. I can consider myself as a very lucky girl who often have friends who can cheer her up when she is not in a good frequency. Thank you, friends.

One of my challenges has been solved and I don't think it will come back anymore unless somthing dim witted happened again. Are you thinking, so what is my problem? Well, problems always emerged and disappear and emerged again. Sometimes, I hope to solve some obstacles myself because I felt that it is useless telling my friends. Perhaps, they will make me feel better but I think that it is pretty useless telling them and it will make that particular problem generate in my thoughts. So, please understand it when I don't feel like telling any of you my problems.

Recalling ages ago when I had my 2nd crush, I told my friends about it and I ended up thinking about one of that problems all the time making me feeling depressed about life. Of course, I did not regret it because they helped me feel better and I really feel good about it.

Few days ago, I had this thought of watching some videos of the secret from youtube and I did. I searched for a few videos and I was amazed and dissappointed with myself. I was amazed because I realized how powerful is the secret and disappointment arised because I am not supposed to be in the wrong frequency! I am supposed to live it right and live life with no regrets. Since the beginning of the year, I have caused the negative sight of me to overtake the positive sight of me. When I watched the video, I felt like crying because I am so touched of what had happened in other people's life, the secret is indeed powerful.!

I know some of my friends might be thinking.. Does Hooi Jett even has problems? she always motivates people. LOL... I am good in motivating people doesnt mean that I won't feel sad! I am a human and human definitely has feelings!

Finally, I am getting better ( Did I mention this in my previous or previous previous post?). I am getting better because one of my problems has been solved and I doubt that problem would ever come back. So, please leave me because I am not interested in you! =p

I only live once and if I don't fully utilize the time I currently have, I will definitely regret! So, I have the feeling that I will get through this and everything will come to an end okay?

Good!
That's all for this piece of nonsense....
Life is better than before!
Thank you!