I'm stupid

Although I didn't achieve it up till today, I want to thank the universe this time for granting my wish but that particular wish didn't come to my mind on the right time. I always wish for that particular thing and it really came true, it is just waiting for me to act but once, twice, thrice, I dumped it into the trash. Why was I so stupid? I'm so sorry, I didn't know that I actually was given a chance, no, my last chance. Great. Now, my last chance is being tarnished. I guess I have to move on and forget about the past. when its gone, then its gone. There wouldn't be anymore 2nd chance.

Thank you for everything,
I have grown a lot in this process.
Good luck.
Hope not to see you anymore.
Thank you.